Guess it was too late

I lost someone very dear to me today, and mostly because of the shit I had put him through.

I know I could've prevented it but I screwed it up with my actions, and the things I forgot and gave little thought to. I didn't realize (or maybe I already did, but I didn't care) that I am hurting him with the things I did, the lies I made, and the promises I didn't keep. If I could turn back time, I would be better. I may not be able to love him as he wanted to, but I will love him as a person of his worth deserves.

I lost a diamond while picking up stones. It hurts.